I hope you will locate the spiggot which closes the valve to your being pissed. believe it or not it is that simple.
and about that analogy of what if .... you called S's and the whore's son (if he really is the papa ..that is)your step son and had him address you and the rest of your family in some sorta peculiar family-esqe kinda way. To that I would say the same as I now say to you. You need to accept it on a certain level and not have it throw you into a tizzy. You stand very little if any chance of changing it.
Do you enjoy being pissed ? Abandon that which does not serve you or your overall health well. You need to be healthy to serve the Lord.
She & he still have you on a string to draw you into anger. A real large part of that is visiting their FB. Knock it off.
