Sounds like you have had quite a lot of stuff to deal with over the years!! So the MLC is icing on the cake.
I read the threat on reconnection and unfortunately his normalcy at times has to be touch and go. He was so nice and normal a lot last week and the past couple of days the alien has reared it's ugly head. Big time. I am hoping the fact that we DO see the touch and go means that eventually he will reconnect.
I am just having a hard time today. Definitely not as detched as normal and having a hard time not hating H right now. I never did like roller coaster rides - they make me sick.
Guess I need to refocus and get myself out of this funk!