Jayce's thread

[Jayce]

Hi, Diane, how's yourself? I'm OK except for horse dumping me again Fri. I am such a slow learner...she's in heat. Was exactly 2 mo ago she dumped me. Evidently the cinch makes her uncomfortable & she doesn't want me to ride. (horses are in heat once a month)If I ever have another horse, its gonna be a boy!
Having dog trainer come train me (BIG challenge) to walk dog. W/all the stuff she knows, former owner never walked her!?!?!? W/my 'patience deficit' help from a pro is a must. So far so good. Takes 3 wks of consistent practice. We'll see.
H is doing OK. Back still on & off problem. Seeing Dr. next Tues. for next step. He finished "Hold onto Your N.U.T.S." couple days ago. Not talkin' about it. Either thinks it was stupid or some of it hit a nerve, he'll never tell. Gave him a different book. Hasn't opened it. Easier to put up w/stuff in summer. I'm outside a lot, sunny days make better moods.
Still won't talk during sex. If he ever does, it won't be much. I'd love for him to literally come after me, like he can't wait, really wants me, carries me off to his cave....
Don't think that'll ever happen either, but at least he initiates, is sorta settled into once a week, same habits. A loooong way from where we were last year at this time. And I can make him laugh if I do something goofy. He is still 'him', but not the angry, uptight, panicky(?) guy he was last year.
I hope you are still talking w/your H & he'll thaw out,too.
J