he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

i was actually going to open a bagel store with my dad last year, that is kinda how the whole store thing came to play, we went into this business with my family.

im still in shock that we opened and its now closed.

its as if it didnt really happen, like its a dream that we did it, he was home, i was seeing him every day, every night and working with him.

i swear it is like a dream.

and i do believe everything between us would have been fine if he didnt start talking with her again.

the store might still have gone sour since we were truly screwed by the guy we bought it from, but we would have been ok.

it is very true that as long as our spouses have contact with op, the marriage stands no chance in reconciling, even if u both want it.

so what can i do now? any other 180s, any other "do something different?"

i need a short term goal to focus on.