he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

u are right...but i do get it lol...

i did the gal for me, enjoying myself and making plans for me.

i told him i wouldnt have sex, for me.

i stopped texting him, for me.

the things i changed, made me feel better.

but i have to admit, i enjoyed his reactions and i have to admit, the psycho ow started reacting too, perhaps because he changed on her end.

i think im overwelmed by everything i have to deal with, like losing my home and not knowing where we will go.

im upset about the follow up letter from the attorney, not quite sure if his lawyer naturally sends the letter since he did not hear from my attorney, or if h called him for a follow up.

im just looking for something else to do now, in addition to the other things i have done.

i like a task, a goal, something to focus my efforts on, something i havent already done.