he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

yes, i have. that would do nothing for us....i know what works and doesnt work with him and im not particularly comfortable with that technique either.

i believe i even gave it in try in the winter but it made me too unhappy.

showing him absolutely no relationship between us would not be good right now. i think it did wonders when i said i wouldnt have sex with him but i would like to build on that.

some other kind of 180 or something different, something to mix it up. no idea what though.