he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

the phone company told me i needed to program an update into my phone, that its possible because my phone wasnt updated, the text was able to get through.

honestly, im not trusting the cell phone block, it seems to weird that she has gotten through when she shouldnt have.

one time, the block expired, one time it was turned off by a computer glich and now the update thing.

i dont trust it.

if it werent for not wanting to receive texts from her, i wouldnt even block her, im curious to see how often she tries to call. i just dont want to get messages...

im feeling down, and i havent felt down in a few weeks. i hope to snap out of it shortly.