Hi Laughing,
I don't really think that life is going Dick's way and that is why he is the way he is. I know it must be so hard to watch your children go through all of this but you have done a good job raising them and they will come through this. I know one day you and your children will have the peace you deserve. I know it is of little consolation to you now but just keep on going and finding that amazing strength you have. I will keep you in my prayers. Please take care of yourself. Your children need a healthy mom.