You are still very much in love with this woman and it is hard to "think" when faced with a stitch like yours. She tempts you constantly with her contacts. It really would be easier in many respects if you didn't have to see her.
We can only tell you that you need to drop the rope and encourage you as to "how" as best we can....but only you will know when you truly have succeeded in doing it. B/c it is an attitude in your spirit. You make up your mind that it is time to move on. Once you achieve that focus, you can do it. Simple as that. Until then, you just have to keep trying everyday. Learn from your mistakes. Be prepared for the worst. I think that is why she can knock the breath out of you like she did with taking her ring off. You were not prepared to see that. Think of what would be the worst move she might do next, and be ready for it.
Take care, Sandi
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
