Yay! We have an appointment set up for Thursday with the MC/ST. The change between us already is amazing. ML 2 nights in a row with mood lighting and sleeping nude together all night long. Wow her finally really wanting to work with me makes me so happy. She really wants this now and wants it for herself. It's all I have ever wanted.
I can't wait until Thursday to see how we like this ST.
DQ - it took so long for us to get to this point because I never would tell her how felt inside and that it meant the survival of our M. I was so afraid of saying enough to get to the heart of the matter. I wish I had listened to your advice of keeping talking to her but instead I withdrew. My own fears stopped me from doing what I needed to do.... I'm glad we finally got past our roadblock... I still wish I had just listened to what you were telling me.
