I am getting worn out with this

[mvgolfer]

Jeff,
Thank you so much for listening. I think I messed up a little already, but I iwll have to wait and see.

I think watching and waiting is a good idea for now and I need to learn to keep my mouth shut and thoughts to myself.

I am praying this helps. It still really bothers me, but there really isn't anything I can do about it.


I will post more later. I think he might send me an email or call when he gets in (2 AM, my time). So I should know by tomorrow if he still feels the same way.

Boy, I really need to get better at waiting to say or do anything when I am hurt or feel defensive!

I need to be more conscious of that and practice.
-marsh