I think that my anger is a reaction to his pulling away again. I dont know what to do, besides go dark.

I got a tax bill in the mail today and had to text H about that. He is responding slowly, with short messages. Honestly, he makes me feel bad when hes like this, so going dark is the best thing I could do I guess, good for me anyway.

I got on amazon.com and ordered a 5 or so books, one called getting through to the man you love: the no-nonsense, no nagging guide for women and Hope for the separated (Wounded marriages can be healed) by Gary Chapman. Im looking forward to them getting here, I always felt like I was a little more in control of things when I could learn about M and reconciliation.

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...