I am so scared.....I just turned 54 with a 15 yr. old daughter...if it was just me then I would not of taken it so hard....but you know how much teenage daughters cost ...makeup, clothes, shoes.....and it scares me so much....I look at myself and see me as a unattractive loser...he has made me feel this way.. And I have come along way but lately I have been remembering so much stuff about things he said..... About all the lies....how he would look at me....dont know where all this is coming from....maybe just now totally letting go...I dont know but I am remembering lots of stuff And in my heart I know who I am and I am a good person...was a good wife am a good mother..but tell my heart that when I get that way...thanks for caring and checking up on me...
