I, I'm very sorry to read that your health isn't any better. I do hope that they can find something to help you. I'm very pleased that the trip to London turned out well. I do hope that you enjoyed yourself. What did you do while you were there?
I think you've done the right thing to insist on emails for now. The verbal abuse is far too hurtful and creates so much anxiety and hurt for you. At least with email, you can either read them or delete them w/o really doing much w/them. Well, I can assure you of this, if you rock his little boat, the anger will surface again. As long as you are not discussing marriage and the relationship, he'll be just fine.
I, take it one day at a time. Be kind to yourself and know that it takes patience to move forward. If you fall back a few steps, do not get discouraged. We all have done this. It's very normal.
I hope that you are feeling better soon. Give your daughter a hug for me.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
