Fire's burning out...just smoldering

[blindsided1]

Hope you all had a great fourth.

So, H comes to pick up D on Friday. It's fine...the usual...fishing around for sex blah blah blah. I asked him to please give me a call on the fourth so I could say I love her. He didn't. But, I was lucky enough to have BIL sending me messages about her all weekend.

Sunday, he brings her home...same deal. He was actually decent to my family. They are always nice to him even if he is a total jerk. So, he tells me that she was a picky eater, very fussy and screaming all weekend. Wow. She doesn't do that at home. Maybe it was because she had to spend the fourth with a bunch of strangers....OW's family. Ow wasn't even there. She had to work.

So, in my usual self punishing way...I go on FB this morning and on his page, OW has a status "sad that I can't spend the holiday with my family". To which her sister replies "we miss you too. But, I'm glad I got to spend time with the babies (K and H's new son)". OW replies.."were you really glad to spend time with them...I hear one of them was a major handful and screamed the whole time. Not sorry I missed that.(talking about my daughter). So, OW's mom chimes in "she was just tired. Grandma rocked her to sleep outside. Love my babies. Missing their Mommy." I wanted to reach through the computer and rip out their hearts. #1 that b!tch is NOT K's Mom and that other b!tch is NOT her grandma. Fits in to their whole fake family, I suppose. Let's see....she isn't married to him.. I STILL AM...how does that qualify her in any way shape of form to be her Mommy or her to be the Grandma. I hate those people. And, I really love how OW talks about my daughter as being a major handful. I want to b!tch slap her sooooo bad. Now, her true colors are starting to show. It scares me for K. I can't imagine that she is soooo totally happy to have my daughter in the picture...She's smart, beautiful, and a constant reminder of H's REAL family they destroyed. H has to ask her permission to see his daughter. I'm so ashamed of him sometimes.