DQ - Thank you so much for your long response. I know I thank you every time you post but I just really want you to know that I am so appreciative of your continued advice and support. I'm going to really mull all this over. I'm not going to freak out on H tonight or probably not tomorrow. I just feel disheartened and sometimes very lonely. I even told H in the past if he wants to ML in the AM and I'm sleeping -- just wake me up! No big deal! But of course, since he won't even initiate when I'm awake the notion of him waking me to ML is preposterous.
