Journaling... I'm not feeling so strong today but at least I've not been teary. I had a pretty busy work day and got a lot done. I skipped the gym, and came home to unwind a bit. I didn't get to bed on time last night. I wasn't sleepy so called my family and talked to my mom and sister for a while. My sister likes to talk so its always a long call if she is visiting my mom's house when I call. But I dont mind I like the conversation and to catch up on all that I am missing there. So bc of the call I was up til after 1am and probably still trying to get to sleep a while after that. This meant that I really didn't want to get up for work this morning! but as always, I made it.
I have a pretty busy week. I am going to a conference on Thursday, only 2 people from each team area got chosen to go and I was lucky enough to be one of them. I never win things like this so was happy. It will be a long journey there and back but will be going with 2? others I think. I am looking forward to the speakers too.
Not talked to H at all. Only remembered sunday that the last time I did hear from him, he was asking me to email him some phone numbers about bill things, and I still havent done that. I half thought, the nerve! why should I chase it up when he could do that, but then I had said to let me know if there is anything I can do to help(I dont know why!) Prob bc I'm so used to doing that and everything else. I know for a fact he hates doing these things...well buddy you better get used to it bc I wont be doing it for you anymore.
Hoping to feel stronger tomorrow.
Me-27 H-28 M-2.5 yrs T-8.5 yrs No kids B 1/09 S 2/09
