Hey T! Yep, pretty amazing hey? I just hope it helps anyone reading along.. even if their WAS hasnt the guts/strength to come back and reverse their decision, truth is, some probably do regret leaving and just lost their minds for a year or two or three! Its hard to believe hey, but he's adamant, he just felt 'crazy'. Question is (I forgot to ask!) is he still a bit crazy, or through it and thats behind him now? Hmm, shades of perhaps, but he seems WAY more relaxed and contented. He does still get down and is back on AD's.

Its like we were never apart in some ways, but in others, I still cant stop staring at him in wonder at times, soaking up the sight of him, kissing him alot, to think he didnt even phone me for 4 months! I bought that up to and he just looked uncomfortable (that was the helen era hey).. he also said that he thought I was "sexy and beautiful" and always had done, since the day he met me, that he always thought I was too good for him..I said, well, then if its not a silly question, how come you... if you thought that.. and he said, what? That just becuase I thought you were sexy and beautiful that there could never be anything that could tear us apart?.. I got a bit nervous at that point and so ended that discussion ! He also needs reassurance too and loves it when I say "good morning gorgeous", or tell him how funny/handsome/lovely he is. grin