The real reason I feel that way?

Mach1, she has disrespected me and my kids. I'm not going to pay her phone bill, period.

Yes I told her I would, partly so I could gain access and see who she is texting all night long.

Once I confirmed my suspicions I thought it was no longer appropriate for me to help her carry on her relationship.

Taking my D to this persons house was a direct shot to my heart. I will no longer let her treat me like this.

I have a pretty good feeling that in time she is going to realise what a mistake she has made.

I just can't take anymore of her crap. I'm not going to be the one who files, she can.

I will not drive myself crazy trying to bring her back around. I just don't have it in me anymore.

What I will do is take care of my kids, and be the best father I can.

me 34
W 37
three kids 9 13 17
married 14 years together 15
well the bomb has been dropped a few times
most recent was early June