Hi,
Robx, I'll work on changing my name.I was thinking Terminator.Anyway I honestly wasn't looking for pity.I really don't need pity from anyone except maybe the bill collectors.In terms of doing for myself,I still function day to day.I do jobs I have to do,maintain my house and take care of my kids.As I stated earlier that we all have something in common on this site doesn't mean all of our solutions are the same.I was just seeing if I could get some answers from someone that has a similiar sitch. to mine.