havent heard from crazy girl since that text, im thinking she is trying to provoke me and get me to call her and respond.

not going to happen.

i have bigger things to worry about right now, like where we are going to live when my house is taken from me.

the best i can do right now to plan for it is to have the house cleaned out and packed up.

so that is what im doing. i walk around with a bag everyday looking to throw things out.

i have sorted through the toys, keeping half and looking to sell half.

my husband needs a job. im not one to push or pressure or even question too much, but i need to stay on top of him with the job thing.

he is a workaholic. i cannot imagine he isnt looking for a job but who knows with a mlc mind.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09