Wow, she's back for 12 hours and my detachment evaporated...
...actually, it's not really gone. I can still see it and can find it when I look for it, but I was surprised at how much having her lying in bed next to me last night (so close but yet so far) really affected me.
Thanks for your support Sandi. I am struggling a bit with the distinction between dropping the rope (and completely detaching myself) and still staying a emotionally open enough to allow things to restart if possible.
Me 42, W 39, S8, S6, S2 M 11y, A & ILYBNILWY 11/08 Walking away from a bad situation.