Thanks Guys, it really helped to talk through my parent issue. I guess with the I should just listen and let them vent if needs be but offer constructive stuff not blame, like my older sister and brother! It is always my instinct to fix! Thanks all for sharing with me, it really really helped and reassured me and I did a fair bit of processing it over the weekend.

I'm not so sure on the internet dating thing, it felt a bit weird for me so I might leave that for a while but not rule it out for the future. Maybe a handsome stranger will ride round the wild woods of north London and stroll upon me one day smile

I had a really fun weekend. I visited my eldest sister and nephews and they had a summer fete on and a re-enactment of a battle by the American Civil War Society. It was all very dramatic! Then a 4th July bbq at my friends in the evening. So a themed day lol. Then yesterday I went to see Take That and am totally in love with them all - they are so handsome. It was an AMAZING show.

I sent H a text last night wishing him good luck on his first day at his new job and saying I was at Take That. He replied almost straight back, which is unusual, saying how excited he was and how he loved the new Take That and some stuff about the house - why does he always throw that in! I didn't reply as I was too busy drooling over Gary Barlow wink grin

An uplifting song for a rainy Monday morning Shine ...


M- May 2006
D - Aug 2010
Now travelling the world