Still Wondering How To Handle Things!!

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Thanks Mdoodles and Sanderika....the beach was wonderful! I went with my best friend and her 2 kids too. The drive to the ocean is about an hour from where I live, so we left around 8 that morning so we could beat the crowds...I love the beach, and youre right, it is a good distraction from life at home...I enjoyed my kids and they enjoyed the beach...I really wanna take them more often, but the days seem so busy.

Sanderika, so much of what you say about your H and marriage, I see in mine, just like I see the same in Mdoodles and so many more here. It is like they are scared to let us go too far, but act as if they dont want us. Im sure it is fear of the unknown for them. My H has hardly spoke this weekend, but then when he does, it is him saying "you must be busy". He only says that if I dont text him much. Which I honestly dont do as much anymore. He doesnt have a OW right now, but he just seems like he is more distant lately.

I honestly believe he thinks that I am talking to someone because Im not texting him much anymore. I think he is worried that he losing me, but what does he expect???

There is still no Sep papers or anything, honestly I think he will keep it that way for as long as I dont say anything about them....you know, just in case he changes his mind....again.