Hey magnificent!!! Stop ASSUMING why people didnt contact you... It could hundred of other things and not that they dislike you!!! Maybe your cousin is too self involved right now, you said there a lot of things going on in her life currently... Maybe people know your work schedule and dont want you to feel you cant join them?
It's definitely PMSing, at least 90% of it. Relax and stop thinking this way. Sorry your 4th of July wasnt that great. Next year you have to make it great. Promise? Love K