WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

The boys woke up late (8 AM) so by the time I called to let my wife know they were up it was about an hour later than usual. She brought over the stuff she picked up for me at the store. I gave her a hug when I saw her and she asked me to squeeze her tight to crack her back. We sat down and chatted for a while as the boys played. She was wearing a sweatshirt as she said how cold she was. It was really nice out but we joked about how I used to warm her up (that's what we used to call our foreplay time before sex)

We confined to chat and joke for a while. She was there about an hour so I asked if she wanted to grab breakfast. We went and we continued to joke around as we chit chatted. She said she was still cold as she leaned against me to warm up (we were sitting in a booth). I slipped my hand under her shirt to rub her back like I used to. I commented about how cold her sides were. She said she told me that she was really cold and said her butt was as well. She leaned forward which I took as an invite to check her butt. I slipped my hand under her panties and she was right, her butt was cold. She just smiled as I grabbed each check and commented how cold they were. I then asked if she wanted me to turn on her furnace (more of our foreplay talk before we used to has sex). She just smiled and said no.

We continued to joke around and chat until the boys were done eating. They dropped me off at home and she left with the boys

I did the yard work and am just unwinding right now. I'm suppose to go out with my buddies tonite but I am really beat from last nite and today. I really hope I get my second wind as I haven't been out with my buddies in a while

I'm not sad today like I usually am when she takes the boys on Sun. Not sure if I'm just getting used to it or that I had a good interaction with my wife today. I don't know but I'll take it