I think I'm going to tell her Monday, that I'm not going to pay for her phone so that she can text ? non stop. She has a job she can pay it herself. I'm paying all of the other bills without any help from her.

I think I'm going to have to wait for her to crash and burn with all the bullcrap she is doing. I will keep trying as long as I'm able.

I'm really struggling with the lack of intimacy in my life. Lack of, I mean no intimacy.

I'm longing for female companionship. I have a strong sex drive, and this no sex bullcrap is exactly bullcrap.

me 34
W 37
three kids 9 13 17
married 14 years together 15
well the bomb has been dropped a few times
most recent was early June