These days alone all day with just the 4 of us are difficult. We used to lobe doing daytrips. Now, it's so awkward that we really don't. I feel bad for the boys. But going out pretending to be a family is so hard for me. Not so much for w, aparently. She can go on like this forever it seems.


Me-40
W-41
Together-10
M-8
S-6
S-4
Bomb 5/08
Bomb 10/08
Thought things were better, was wrong.
Still living together
Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.