Finally trying to move on without H

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OMG I'M SO #)#&%*&$(%*& P*SSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!

so i just got back from moving some stuff out of my studio which was a horribly emotional thing for me to do and i broke down once i got into the studio.
and so i check my email and i get an email from a model who used to work for me and she tells me that my ex H spoke to her brother on facebook and the brother asks my ex H what happened to our business and my ex H told him that IIIII wasnt doing it anymore. WHAT THE F! its not that I wasnt doing it anymore, its because he EFFIN walked out on me and on the business!! why doesnt he GROW UP! why doesnt he man up to what he did which was walk out on me. why couldnt he have just said that! i know why, because what he did to me in the way that he did it was soooo wrong and he knows it and im sooooo close to emailing him and telling him off. i am sooo angry right now. i already wrote the email. im just waiting to send it to him. i dont know what to do, im so angry and in need of so much support right now. ARGH!!!!