But if you want to take some quick advice that you can employ right now which will be a step in a new direction you will do this: change the name. You are no longer "Ever Suffering", when you label yourself like that physically, you carry that with you, it defines you, it tells the whole world that you are suffering. You want this thing to turn around, instead of coming to this forum looking for pity because that's what you're doing and this 2x4 is for you bud, you will come here looking for advice and giving us status updates.
Call yourself something that is positive, "New Beginning", "Rocky 7", "unbreakable", "getting stronger", or here is one, just use your first name and tag it with a number or the letter "x".
That is step 1 to turning this around.
Positive mental attitude will give you positive physical results.
Time is both your enemy & your friend. Up to this point it's been your enemy, all the waiting, the time spent "suffering", living in limbo, etc. That all sucks.
Now time is your friend, your best friend.
You are going to start spending your time constructively & positively. You will start living a great life despite your current situation.
