Gypsy, I find no valuable truth in "fanatic" behaviors, whatever they refer to.
Cory, you are sitting back and watching huh? Hope the view is good. I am just playing along, conciously letting him waste some more of my time while he tries to figure out his issues. In the meantime, I am living my life the best way I can, I am missing kissing and loving and laughing while we are together. I am relieved everytime he leaves the house, quickly resuming my routines.
Today I refused to him kissing my cheek all warm and fuzzy, he does that, he kisses me with warmth everytime he leaves, the only time, probably because he is happy to leave also... Whatever, I told him I "cant have anymore kisses, I've had enough" with some irony and a smile... I wonder if he got the message.
Interestingly, he gave me his bank account code the other day, I went back and checked all the transactions since Jan 2007. No funny charges or anything weird except that jewelry he bought during one of his trips that he claims his friend asked him to pay for (which I crossed checked with his GF and she did get a present from him back then from that shop).
It's really hot here. I havent started any of the paintings yet and I am getting stressed about it. Did finish a couple of necklaces today though.I am wearing one of them tomorrow. Blue and silver. I never wore blue in the past. I am changing I think. K
