total quarter life mlc

[mdoodles]

thanks sanderika, im so sorry for what u have been through.

i know u are struggling with the court date. i hope it goes well for u.

as for ow in my situation, i often wonder if she will show up here. it is far for her, but i do think it will happen at some point, surprised it hasnt yet, but it may be because she always believed him that we were legally separated or divorced.

she is blocked from my cell phone, may still change it.

she comes up private at home, i can block all private, which i have done, now i keep the block off to keep track of when she calls. i do not talk to her.

yesterday, got a weird restricted call on my cell with a voicemail.

i have a thing about hearing her voice so i have others check and see who it was.

my mil checked said it was someone talking in spanish.

i dont believe it, i think it was her or her sister or her friend.

i will see what the day brings.

she is definitley feeling insecure, even more than before.

my doors are always locked, alarm on most of the time.

i do not open the door, ever. i look out from an upstairs window.

i often say i will get a letter in the mail from her using magazine lettering glued together to send her message!