This is my first July 4th weekend at the lake without the H. Just me and my youngest son. I had a weepy day yesterday myself.
I pray about it and think of what I do have to be thankful for which is a lot. Do something special just for yourself.
I'm just trying to focus on learning from this and becoming the best person I can be. That's the hardest part in all of this is there's no clear timetable. Wouldn't we all want to know that! I'm just trying to take it one day at a time. There are good days when you feel really strong and there will be sad days when you struggle to keep hope.
Keep those that love you close and don't be afraid to lean on your friends!
