Orchid,
Sounds like one sad, painful day. I'm sorry.

Originally Posted By: orchid01
He hasn't been with me for so long...that I can't even remember my day to day life with him.


I'm with you. I'm there myself. Feels more empty than sad.

Originally Posted By: ochid01
I just feel a real sense of loss again. I am so tired of that feeling.....it just keeps coming back.


And it's exhausting, isn't it?

Again, I'm sorry. No magic words. Just soryy.

Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac