Hi beepee.

Listen, stay in bed if you want to. I just hate when we are told to "Get out there and GAL." It's too soon even for GAL at first.

I stayed in bed in the fetal position at first because I had to. This is still so fresh and you're going to be reeling for awhile.

Oh, and what kind of sick f*ck would email every day to tell you he "loves" you? Un-f*cking-believable! Seriously. That is the sickest game-playing. Ick!