I feel like I'm going through the same thing. It's a D. The work I was doing was supposed to be just for me but I attached too much hope along the way but shouldn't have. Despite some friendlyness she never really moved off square one ("i don't want to be married anymore")

I don't know what my point is other than maybe I think I misread things once and I can't do it again. OrangeDog needs to get on with being OrangeDog.

"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh