But it's hard on all of us and I cried in the hot tub tonight... lots of regrets, things I should have been better at, what ifs and if onlys...
Water under the bridge. Now is the time to just take care of myself and the kids. And stand strong... and faithful... and apply the Love is Patient, Love is Kind, Love Bears all Things, Hopes all things... etc. It feels right.
Good mornin' mnt_dreams.
This is hard stuff. Your husband knows about your regrets, 'should haves', and 'if onlys'. And you are sincere about them also. You are makin' the changes that you need to make. Keep it up. This is what's best for you. Keep on takin' care of yourself and the kiddos.
Sounds like you're in a good place this morning! Good. Be truly compassionate to yourself and others'. Don't cry in front of your kids. Let them see your dignity, and your strength through this adversity. Stay active too! You've got a lot of support here. Hope you have a good 4th.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
