I think the emotions of the funeral(s) and realizing the kids are feeling the impact of H's absence more than they've let on threw me off of my PMA for a bit. But feeling better this am.
I'm looking forward to the NC with H goal until Labor Day. I think it'll be good for me and force me to become more independent and mysterious. I need to keep challenging myself to do the work, become stronger and leave the M issues in God's hands.
Goals for this wknd:
physical - yard work and short run this am emotional - spend quality time with my D spiritual - read, pray - keep the faith
