Anyway, more mental gymnastics. I have to take care of me no matter what. It is hard to be even close to ok after only 6 months but it is the only option.
It is the biggest jedi mind trick sh$@ I have ever experienced. Some think being M'd is hard work. I think trying to stay M'd in our sitch's is MUCH harder.
I agree 6 months is still too soon to get past it. I am even earlier in the process than you. We will still hurt, but with the right mindset, we will make it through and be much stronger when we do.