It's finally happened. H and I have finally achieved sexual equilibrium. Yep. Last night, we played a game of darts and he won by putting 3 darts in the bullseye. I watched to see if he'd leave one there. But no. He took them all and played a game against the computerized board. Then he put them all away. Know what? I found I just didn’t care. Maybe it's the med I'm on, maybe I've been rejected so many times I've given up the fight. I don't know. All I know is that right now that part is dead.
It's not so bad, though. After all, at some point my hormone level will drop, too, (although I thought it would be before now) and I'd be at this point anyway. I'm just there early.
I've also discovered I don't care if he works all this coming weekend, which looks likely the case . . . again. I've decided I am not sitting around this house by myself again. I'm taking Friday off and going to the nearby Nature Center. Take a hike,maybe pick up some brochures on winter activities there. Saturday I'm going to my college's Homecoming Game with my girlfriend and her H. Sunday I think I'll take a drive to see my aunt.
H's company wants the guys to work 7 days a week now until they are caught up. I would love to go down there and tell them exactly what I thought of their lack of business sense & promising more product than they have manpower to produce. Of course I don't and I don't get angry with H as he's upset about it too. It seems this would be for a couple of weeks, but they’ve pulled this before, with the extra hour of work every day: only for a while. But this has been going on for months. Then it was a full day on Saturdays – only till they got caught up. But they can’t catch up. Now, it’s Sundays, too. What a crock.
It leaves us no time to do anything on the weekends or to get away. And I was really hoping to have a weekend to ourselves as I have to travel back East for 2 weeks on busines the end of the month.
But this time I'm not sitting around the house. I'm taking a 3-day weekend, getting out and doing stuff for myself. It's supposed to be absolutely gorgeous here and I'm going to take advantage of it.
I would love to go down there and tell them exactly what I thought of their lack of business sense & promising more product than they have manpower to produce. Of course I don't and I don't get angry with H as he's upset about it too. It seems this would be for a couple of weeks, but they’ve pulled this before, with the extra hour of work every day: only for a while. But this has been going on for months. Then it was a full day on Saturdays – only till they got caught up. But they can’t catch up. Now, it’s Sundays, too. What a crock. 
