Really struggling to control my thoughts. Very interesting how I still want to make it all make sense in my mind.
H alluded yesterday to maybe going to see a MC. It is very hard for me to just let it go unless and until he brings it up again...I am going to stay out of it because every time I think someone can step in and fix this, I am wrong.
I think if and when the time is right, it will be when he is ready...
It seemed to be less in the context of saving the marriage and more about finding peace and sanity between us...honestly, that is what I want more than the M, peace and sanity.
