I know in the long run that letting D13 stay here will be the best thing. I need to set up house, and she will not really get any attention while I am doing that, so it is better that she stays with her dad.

But I still hate it.

A few weeks ago, the stupid German sent me a text saying D13's report card was in. I told him to mail it to me at my father's house. He didn't. Figures....I need this to get her registered in school. So I sent him a text asking if it would just be easier for me to meet him somewhere to pick it up. Apparently he wants to drop it off to me. I told him that I would rather meet with him in a public place.

I don't get it...why he hell would he want to know where I am?

BTW...still have not heard back on meeting. Maybe he is just trying to piss me off.

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..