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but ive always lived by the rule of no regrets because what you do in the past paves the way for the future and even tho im in a horrible situation, i believe something good will come out of it for sure.


There you go!!!

You are soooo young. You have some serious issues to work on and you've got to create a life for yourself. Thank heavens no kids involved in your sitch.

Get help, work on yourself, create a new life. Maybe your H will see those changes or maybe there will be someone else wonderful and able to meet you where you are once you have healed.

Please trust me. Oh, to be 25 again...the world is your oyster. Seriously.