What to do when Husband's Gone & Makes No Contact?

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aliveandkicking:

i havent spoken to my mother ever since she told me to kill myself. im pretty sure she wants to say more to me but she just had surgery and shes not well and has backed off with saying anything to me. im pretty sure she will again soon. i have not spoken to her and dont really want to knowing that she'll just hurt me. i need to get out of my parents place and find my own apartment to rent and thats what im trying to do at the moment, but i have to get my hands on some money first to be able to do that and thats why im looking for a job also!! i cant wait to move out, i think itll be so much better for my self esteem and i can GAL and move on much easier when im in the city and going out instead of staying in this bedroom where my H and i used to sleep.