I have had some really good days. I've been kind of dark and just focusing on myself. Staying away from the internet (namely FB) has worked wonders. I went to my Dr yesterday and she put me on another ADHD drug which is very beneficial. Pardon my french though but ADHD drugs are frakkin expensive!!!!! I haven't heard a thing about my W lately and that is ok. I have gotten news about the SIL though. She and my friend split 2 weeks ago and she told him she would probably never get over her dead H. Well 2 weeks later she is in a relationship with a guy she had deep feelings for and knew before she ever had met her H. Looks the twins are digging deep into their past to cope with all the tragedy and problems. Gosh I thought my SIL had better sense than this. Ah well not my monkey. I hope everyone has a good 4th. I'll be going to some friends blowout than the next day its on the road for a business trip!