(((glam))) I am so sorry that things have taken this turn although I am sure it would be a relief for you to finally have some resolution.
I know it is hard to accept the idea of being divorced especially when you have small kids and especially when you have been down that road before. Don't blame yourself for this. There is no way you could have known that something in your H would snap and he would handle things the way he has.
You do sound strong and centered. You can put all of your focus on your kids and yourself now. You have grown so much through out this experience, I have no doubts that wonderful things will be coming your way in the future.
