SC sounds like we both are much in the same place. I can't say I am not sad, but a huge weight and burden has been lifted from my shoulders.

I am going to start getting out more, joining a singles group and I too want to take some dance lessons.

Life does have to go on, with or without our h's. Good to hear you are feeling somewhat at peace.

Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"