K4D Rising #2

[K4D]

When I say she changed, I mean her values and morals changed. To have an A with someone else that is married and has a family is out of character for her. To try and pull that other family apart which she was trying to do is a change in her values and morals from where she always was before. She pretty much ignored the kids from Sep08 on until we separated. That was a change for her.

I am not critisizing her. I am saying that changes did occur. I witnessed them. She even told me at one point that she has become extremely selfish now. Thats a change from the person who was the most unselfish person I had ever seen.

She went after what she wanted whether it was moral or not. And she went after it hardcore.

She talked about his money and if things didn't work out between him and her then she knows other guys that make as much as he does. She said she can't really be bothered with less money.

She took on a totally different attitude all the way around towards everyone even her kids.

So there were changes from how she used to act. It wasn't just towards me. It was in general.

I still love her and I still hope at some point we reconcile. I pray for it daily. And yes, I have reviewed the list she gave me and need to check off what I have accomplished.

Kevin