Antlers, You are right, as I said, I would hope that I could resist. I have those beliefs, but I am in a weakened position. As much as I want to honor my vows, it's like any temptation, I could give in, I am a sinful man. I keep these things in my prayers and continually ask for strength. So far, He has given me much, I have not collapsed into a mass of jelly, I have been able to stand and do what is necessary. In reality, I am sure if that temptation did present itself, through grace I will be able to resist.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
