Hi Smiley, I just read your last post here and it brought some feelings I have been trying to suppress to the surface. W and I haven't been intimate going on 3 months now. It is frustrating as hell. I see women at the gym now in tight workout clothes and think to myself, what would be the big deal right now if I hooked up with someone, just to relieve some of the pent up frustration. Admittedly, my sitch isn't the same as yours, however she has on several occasions told me the M is over and she doesn't want to try anymore. I honestly don't know what I would do if the opportunity presented itself. I would like to think that I could resist it. I actually do believe in vows made before God. But W has disregarded those vows, so why should I keep them? It is a struggle to be sure, and your post just made me think about it again. I just wanted to post because I really understand where you are coming from, and hope to understand my own feelings on the matter.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
